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Today I just had my second session. After 2 British people - both man and woman - has their last say, I found myself crying a bit. After that. Mom. And I still got PILES of things to do, since my parents just initiated the whole moving process... But cut to the chase - It's the word toxicity that made me jump back to this blog. It's like this: ＜Oliver-Ssam (올리버쌤.) 링크:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwtH7WIXsVs > Let's say I want to watch more of that channel's ⬆️ show. Maybe for good 15 minutes or so, then I'm off - then that's not a problem at all for most modern people.  I know. You might rather find yourself feeling rather REFRESHED - and that's what social media does - of which I call it (sort of corny & embarrassing to speak it out loud for some reason) "The LaLa-Land Effect" - since it's gonna take you AWAY from circumstances IRL that you don't want and - at least temporarily - have you experience a simulation of the place...

…So I’m currently parked at the local library, while waiting for the doors to open. The drawing above is a 30-minute piece done on 5.5 x 8.5 IN obviously with pencil & paper… ….. My mom called me in abruptly yesterday to notify me that WE’RE MOVING. ALL OF A SUDDEN (*They tend to do that). Next thing I know I’m looking up all the employment sites in North Carolina, jotting down every keywords I remember from personal hygiene to social circles (?); by midnight my stepdad has already came watching porn all night and the next morning I find two Russian guys hauling all the furnitures from the house. ..So that’s what’s been going on so far, just to update. Am I worried about my future? Deeply so.